June 2007


(from my personal blog, dated December 17, 2006)

whoever said that life isn’t fair hasn’t live enough to see… for life is fair… and all of us are tested accordingly to our strengths and weaknesses… we are all given opportunities… we all have our second chances taken away from us… we all live individually and we all live as one… we are all living in this unfair world… we are all lost and are all found… we all are here and soon we’ll be all gone…

(from my personal blog, dated January 19, 2007)

my new year’s resolution is not to make a new year’s resolution.
and by doing this i’m breaking my new year’s resolution but if i do nothing i’m fulfilling my new year’s resolution and thus breaking it also.
i’m confused…

how do you see the glass??? half-full or half-empty???
do you think it is really how we are suppose to see the glass???
or are we asking the wrong questions???

the glass, they say, represents our life. and how we see it is our outlook in life. if you see the glass as half-full, they say , you’re an optimist. see it half-empty and you’re a pessimist. they always say, it’s how you see the glass.

but if the glass really is our life then i think the question should be “what is it the fills our glass???”. i really think our life is filled or is half-filled or is empty of something. and i think our focus should be with that. what is it that we are letting our glass be filled with???, why are we letting it fill us???, why can’t we be filled full??? why isn’t it empty???, why is it always halved???.
or at some point in time the glass was full… and slowly we drink in it life… or we let others drink from it… or did we had it empty the first time we got the glass… and now we are filling it or letting others fill it…

or could our glasses contain a certain thing at a certain time?? or it differs at our mood??? or could we have many glasses at a time each filled with a different thing???

or we really have no glass. we really have nothing. just everything that we have is spilled on the ground. the thirsty soil sipping every thing of it. and in the end, we have nothing. or everything…

Out of the night that covers me,
	Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
	For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
	I have not winced nor cried aloud,
Under the bludgeonings of chance
	My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
	Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
	Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
	How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
	I am the captain of my soul.

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my summer treat for everyone

songs in my computer with the word “summer” in the title…

song 1 – 2:48

song 2 – 6:21

song 3 – 2:28

song 4 – 3:56

song 5 – 3:14

song 6 – 3:32

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song 1 – 4:46

song 2 – 4:12

song 3 – 4:54

song 4 – 2:48

“Fix You”

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
If you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I…

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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